August/Sept 2010 update....
well its that time again. an update of my life that noone really reads anyway lol. but I'm gonna do it anyway. why? I have no idea. jus read it
and smile
lets see whats happened in the last 2 months? I still work for the same company. so I still have a job! *thumbs up* uhhh what else. I'm still
working out. I'm down to 182.1lbs. my target goal is 165lbs. I jus took another fire test for another suburban fire dept. yeahhh I didn't
do well. but it was a hard test. highest score I saw was an 89%. I got a 69%. /cry with education points I'll get to 74%. what dos that mean. it
means I'm screwed haha. oh well. I tried my best and have no regrets.
my wife is 6 and a half months pregos now. shes big! kinda getting scared now. its almost time. I want to be the best I can and be a good provider and
father. wow. jus saying it boggles my mind. its like how can I be a dad? will everything be ok? can I really do it? it suxs having a mediocore job and
I have to live pay check to pay check.
despite my feelings I have to believe in God. truely rest my fate in his hands. if you don't believe in God thats ok. its something I believe
in. its what literally gets me through the days.
my wife is gonna have her baby shower Sept. 26th. I'm excited for her. looks like we're gonna be having alot of people. the theme is hello
kitty! yay! should be fun.
I learned a new cardiac monitor that gives a better look at the heart to determine if people are having heart attacks. it also has a whole bunch of
bells and whistles. we get to start using them next week.
uhh I think thats it. thinking about re-activating my WoW acct for the millionth time lol. but I think I'm jus gonna wait till the expansion.
hope everyone is doing well. all 4 or 5 of you
later
=========Cesar
p.s., pray for me.
I r awesome.
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